To some people, pride is the most important thing they could ever have, which explains why they would do everything for it not to be tainted. They would do everything, even the things that they would not normally do. They would do it just to protect themselves. Just to show to the people that they are strong enough to carry on with what’s happening in their lives. Pride can either make or break us, depending on the situation. It could make us appear strong and unaffected with whatever dilemma we are into, even if we are actually as affected as anybody in the same situation is.
The downside of having too much pride is that we are somehow setting a huge boundary between what we really want, and what we want society to think we want. Obviously, a person with too much pride would go with what society wants them to be like. The person will end up feeling empty, feeling as if there is something missing deep inside them. This is because they didn’t go after what they really want, taking into consideration all the things that the people might think of them if they would go after what their heart desires. The thing is, we should never let others affect our decisions. We have our own minds, and we are given such so that we could use them. We should listen to our hearts’ desires, and not be afraid to take risks. For it is only in taking risks that we get to achieve what we really want.
Lowering their pride would mean a lot to some people, and to them it could be a sign of weakness and that’s what they would never want the people to see in them. The truth is, lowering your pride, taking the risk, and going after what you really love is a sign of bravery, since doing these things would mean that you would do everything to get what your heart truly desires, even if it would mean having to sacrifice a lot for going after what you really want.
‘Cause I did not know what to do with my life..
HAHAHA no, I just got bored so I clicked webcam toy and voila! This happened. Maybe it’s time to hit the books. I miss the feeling of getting so attached to the characters of the book I’m reading, to the point that I end up crying (sometimes) when I finish the book. Call me OA or weird, I really wouldn’t mind. Hahaha.
Hello, I miss you. Text messages and phone calls would suffice but it’s not enough. Oh well. See you soon <3
Oh, btw. Mom texted me awhile ago saying that my cousin’s finally a daddy-o! Hihi. Gonna ba a tita! Haha. Congrats! I loooove babies! <3
That awesome feeling when you’re sad for almost the entire day then suddenly something good happens and you’ll feel giddy and shit and eventually all your sadness are gone.
Thank You. Hihi <3
There are moments when I couldn’t help but feel like I’m always an option. Just an option. When everything else fails that’s when they look for me. That’s when they notice me.
WHAT.
Emo ko today. Makatulog na nga.
LOVIN’ THE SOUND OF RAIN! Feels like it’s just what I needed besides having a pedicure, hair treatment and a massage. Ewan ko ba. There’s just something about the rain..
Glad I’m seeing my cousins tomorrow! EXCITED. :”>
I’ve been listening to Chris Brown’s songs lately. Why oh why.
I’m thinking of putting my Tumblr link to my Twitter profile again, but if I do that then my friends will see things I wouldn’t want them to see. Like…hmmm. Like…what? Ano nga ba. HAHAHA. Actually, it’s fine with me if my friends will look at my Tumblr. Pero, di naman kasi lahat ng followers ko sa Twitter ay friends ko. Yung iba, kilala lang nila ako, nakakausap…but that doesn’t mean we’re friends.
Maybe I’m just not comfortable showing my Tumblr to people who know me personally. Ewan. Ang labo.
IT’S LUNCH TIME! And I haven’t eaten anything yet. :(
Yesterday was a tiring day for me since we had to go to the dentist (which was located somewhere in Manila) to have our teeth checked. Actually, we went there mainly because my brother had to have his teeth fixed, so mom just tagged me along to have my teeth checked as well. Turns out, the dentist told me that my teeth were in good shape and it looked as if I had braces before. Haha! Then we got thirsty so we got outside the clinic to see if there were refreshments sold near the area, then there was Simple Line! I never thought they had one there. Kala ko sa may UST lang. So I ordered caramel milk tea, medium. Hmmm, memories? :”>
After like 5 days of going out and visiting random places, here I am all alone again in the house. Parents are at work, bro’s out with his friends to play badminton…actually I was about to join him but I didn’t get to wake up early so here I am, about to watch another movie ‘cause I’m bored and I don’t know what else to do. I just watched The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants, and New Year’s Eve is next in line! Nakakatamad naman lumabas, it’s so hot outside and most of my high school friends attend summer classes, not because they failed but because their course/school requires them to. I miss my high school friends. I wish I could bond with them soon.
I’m thinking of downloading movies later. Suggestions, anyone? :)
It’s funny how two people can have so much in common without them realizing it.
She may never admit it, but she still gets butterflies while she playfully punches him or pinches his arms. Or when she insults him, and he teases her back. Or when he stares at her for a long time, and she acts like she’s oblivious to what’s happening. Ganun talaga siguro, hindi naman pwede pigilan. Mahirap eh, diba? Intindihin niyo nalang siya. Haha.
PGC paper! I got to wrap things up by 1:30 pm, which is kinda late considering that I started doing it at 8 am. Pero achievement na rin. Bangag kasi ako habang gumagawa. Plus, ang dami pang distractions. At least I’m done!
I’ll try my best to sleep now, but I won’t say good night. There’s a greater chance for me to stay up until about 12? Haha! Ayoko pa matulog.
Back when I was about 4 years old. When wearing these shades and skirt looked cool. Grabe mukha akong bulag dito. Ang ganda kasi ng shades, eh. Haha!
She hates the fact that whenever you ask for help, she will always be there trying to reach out. As much as she wanted to ignore you, she can’t. She knows she could, but she won’t. She tried many ways to ignore you, but you will always be there, giving her another reason to give in to what you’re trying to show her—to what you’re trying to make her feel. Just stay away from her, please? Don’t make things harder for her.
