Can’t believe my freshman year in college just ended yesterday. Looking back, it feels as though it was only yesterday when I entered Room 208—scared ‘cause I didn’t know anyone yet. I had to set aside my feelings of uncertainty and insecurity to socialize without being too “FC”. Grabe talaga, parang kahapon lang. :(
Too bad I only got to be close to more blockmates this sem. Bakit ngayon lang? Nakakabitin tuloy. And nakakalungkot lang, next sem some of my blockmates will transfer to other schools. Oh well. People come and go, ganun talaga.
I really had fun during the last week of classes. Kasi, ano. HAHA. Alam na. :”> I remember planning to do something silly on the last day of classes. Good thing something stopped me from doing it, and eventually I realized that it won’t do me any good. Plus, it will just make things awkward.
Yesterday, after the last exam we went to Zark’s, then to Robinson’s Manila to watch HUNGER GAMES!!!! :”>, then back to UST. Then I went home. Nakakabitin talaga, pero okay lang.
HELLO, SUMMER 2012!!
I’m half-way done studying for CWG!! I started studying the PPTs at 9, and up to now I’m not yet done. Why? Probably because of Twitter, Tumblr, Food…and so much more. Grabe kasi ako magreview eh. Nakahiga sa bed, nakaharap sa laptop, katabi ang mga stuffed toys, phone, habang may TV. It’s called multi-tasking! HAHAHA.
Minsan talaga gusto ko na sabihin sayo para matapos na. Pero, wala rin. Kasi alam mo naman na eh. Pero of course iba parin pag sinabi ko mismo. Yung galing sakin. But what good will it do? Siguro ang maganda lang na mangyare, makakahinga na ako ng maluwag kasi nasabi ko na sa’yo. Kasi nga, diba. “The more you hide your feelings, the more they show. The more you deny your feelings, the more they grow.” So the thing is, I’ve been hiding my feelings for quite some time now. Ang hirap itago, kasi nga pag tinatago lalong nahahalata. Alam ko naman na pag sinabi ko, hindi ka maaawkward and hindi ka lalayo, kasi hindi ka ganun. Kaya lang naman hindi ko sinasabi kasi…mapride ako. Babae ako, so hindi ako mauuna. Yun lang. Naisip ko lang, since malapit na ang vacation, okay na rin sigurong sabihin ko na? Wala lang para makalimot na rin. Ang labo mo rin kasi eh. Kasi…ano ba talaga? But before doing any move..I still have to think carefully if I’m really gonna tell you. Bahala na talaga.
Stuff to do for today:
Next week’s our finals week! Wish me luck :”>
It’s funny how two people can have so much in common without them realizing it.
FINALS!! Grabe, so next week’s the last week of my life as a college freshman. Ngayon ko lang narealize. Sobrang clingy ko ata? Parang nakakaiyak lang kasi isipin na next sem, yung ibang blockmates baka mawala na. And…wala lang. :( Ako pa naman yung tao na mahirap maattach, kasi hirap akong mag goodbye. Ang emo ko na yata. And…hindi rin ako sanay. Kasi next sem baka ano…kjasdksd. .Tapos pag nangyare yun…..ewan ko pero mahihirapan akong magadjust. :(
Pero, okay lang. Masaya naman ako ngayon. Pwede na rin. Good Vibes!! :”> :”>
So. Since I’m done reading 8 cases and I still don’t have a copy of Libi vs (insert name here)’s case, should I start doing my Math HW or study for Logic? OR…magchill muna ako ngayon? Tomorrow’s the start of hell week I guess. 2 remaining hell weeks before summer! Lezz do this.