Sometimes I hate myself for being so good to you. May times talaga na masungit ako sayo pero bakit ganon hindi ko kaya maging masungit at iwasan ka nang matagal. I hate you.

Can’t believe I almost spent the entire day reading the cases assigned to us. Actually, I planned to go out with my friends today but instead, I chose to stay at home and torture myself with these cases. Torture talaga eh ‘no? Haha. Ang sakit sa ulo, grabe. I need a rest. Huhu.

Yung feeling na kahit anong gawin mong pagtatago, lumalabas na yung totoo na somehow, nagseselos ka kahit wala naman silang something. Ang nakakainis pa, eh nahahalata na niyang nagseselos ka. At kahit anong deny ang gawin mo, wala na. Halata ka na. Ang hirap kaya pigilan. Minsan, para di mahalata, nakikiride ka nalang at inaasar mo rin siya sa kaniya at kunwari kinikilig ka para sa kanila. Mahirap, kasi nagseselos ka pero wala ka naman karapatang magselos. Kasi, ano ba kayo? Ano ka ba niya? 

So halatang halata na talaga dahil dun sa nangyare. Eh, kasalanan ko ba? Pero kahit anong mangyari, di ko sasabihin sayo. BAHALA KA NGA. Sorry nga pala kanina, ganun talaga ako kapag…. :) Pero kasi naman eh. Ugh.

“Yung feeling na, tinatanong nila kung ano ba talaga meron kayo, kasi marami na rin sigurong nakakapansin. Siyempre, ikaw di mo alam isasagot mo. Sinasabi mong wala, pero deep inside nararamdaman mong meron pero siyempre ang kapal naman ng mukha mo kung sabihin mong meron nga pero para sa kanya, wala naman talaga lahat yun. Syempre ikaw hinihintay mo lang na sabihin niyang may something kayo, pero baka wala naman talaga. Deep inside, baka feeling mo lang meron…pero wala naman talaga. “

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Her March 1st wasn’t anything like she ever expected. Ang saya lang talaga niya ngayon, bakit kaya? She got caught up in that moment, and somehow wished time stood still, or maybe press a rewind button to get back to that moment again anytime she wanted to. But because of that moment, she realized, maybe she really got used to him. She got used to having him around, and she no longer feels anything close to what she felt before. Pero, meron parin talaga. May something parin. Mahirap naman mawala. Pero…sus. It’s not like she’s in love with him. She just likes him and that’s it. Right now, she’s contented with what’s happening between them. It’s better to be friends than to be ‘that girl’ who has a huge crush on him. At least may connection. At least somehow, close kayo, right? But then again, isn’t it hard to be just friends with someone you like? SUS. Matutulog na nga ako. Good night! :*

Today will be a better day. I’ll keep myself smiling and ignore things that will keep me from being happy. MARCH na!!! Oh yes. :”>

She may never admit it, but she still gets butterflies while she playfully punches him or pinches his arms. Or when she insults him, and he teases her back. Or when he stares at her for a long time, and she acts like she’s oblivious to what’s happening. Ganun talaga siguro, hindi naman pwede pigilan. Mahirap eh, diba? Intindihin niyo nalang siya. Haha.

Whoah. So you thought I liked you? Wag kang mag-ilusyon, please. Lakas ng imagination mo. Nakakaawa ka naman. Ang dami kong nalaman ngayon, at lalo akong naiirita sayo. GRABE KA OMG. HINDI KO ALAM KUNG MATATAWA AKO OR MAIIRITA LALO SAYO. HAHAHA. (K, tumawa nalang ako) 

Nakakainis ka talaga. Yun lang. Bye.

Good thing you’re not following me. Or, baka finofollow mo ako, pero di ko alam? Who knows? HAHA. Tamaan na ang tatamaan.

I wish Math never existed. I never really liked Math. Actually, I LOVE MATH. It’s just that, Math was the one that kept my heart broken for so long. Ang hirap magmahal lalo na pag hindi ka niya mahal. WHAT. WTF am I saying :(

Right now I’m answering our homework about radicals, and to be honest, I still don’t know how to simplify them. Actually, I know how…but I’m not really sure if my answers are correct. Tsk. Yes, I know this was taught in high school but I guess I wasn’t paying much attention while our teacher wrote stuff about radicals on the board. 

Sige na nga, gagawa na ako ng homework. I CAN DO THIS. :)

You have no idea how awkward that was. Worst thing is, I know it won’t be the last time it will happen. Makapal kasi mukha mo, magfifeeling ka na naman. For sure this will go on for days, until more and more people will notice. AND THAT’S when things are gonna get much more awkward. 

SUMMER VACATION, COME CLOSER. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS? SO NEAR, YET SO FAR. Nux. ANG INIT NA EH. FEEL NA FEEL KO NA. TAGAL NAMAN.

No matter how perfect everything seems to be, there will always be that ‘one thing’ that will ruin your mood and make you feel like all the things that happened to you during that day do not even compare to what you’re feeling at the moment—no matter how happy you felt earlier that day. Panira ng araw. Okay na eh. Bakit ganon?

It’s happening again. :(

Grabe lang yung feeling na, ang bilis na utak mo, ang dami mong ideas pero di mo maorganize and hindi mo matype agad kasi bago mo itype iniisip mo muna kung tama, at dahil iniisip mo muna kung tama bago mo itype, nakakalimutan mo na kung ano yung awesome na naisip mo.

Pero ang sarap lang ng feeling na ang dami mo nang natype, and alam ko na may kapupuntahan na ang ginagawa ko ngayon.

Gumagawa kasi ako ng paper eh, stress!! Oh yes.